Fuel - The book on emotions and energy

Imagine this book, as a place for me to tell you my stories, one that transcends time and space. One, whichever age you are at can either remember or look forward to. The objective of this book is to discover myself, while sharing with you a discovery of a lifetime of fuel, a magical energy we cannot necessarily tangibly define, but it translates into music, art, letters and emotions that give us the energy and the will , a reason to live fully in this life. 

It is an awakening, a wake up call as to "why are you on this planet?" What is your purpose in life? 

In this book, I give you a raw insight of me, I may be one of many who's heart keeps spinning in vulnerability, my brain explodes into curiosity and intensity that many find too much, and my body the one temporary element that ages and one that will one day expire and end this journey for me. 

The chapters of this book follows my Quiet series Art Exhibition, the format is slightly different from my Quiet introduction, as this is a topic we all long to better understand, and yet, we see patterns, we see characters, we see how time, space, age, circumstances shapes the ache, the joys we live. 

Chapter 1 - 2 Pearls - The inspiration, the birth of motivation, where it comes from? 

Chapter 2 - Mortality - A deep dive into life, purpose, living through generations, having purpose in life, the drive to create possibilities. The ticking of time. 

Chapter 3 - Separation - the love that extends between children and parents, between families and between two lovers, I will attempt to put into words this universal feeling and ache of separation, not knowing whether there is a continuation, the uncertainty of whether this person will come back, or do we hold on to memories. 

Chapter 4 - Dance! - An action as well as a command, a universally felt emotion, especially in women as the world is slowly adapting towards her, one who strives to break through the patterns of traditions. Dance! You are not supposed to be educated, nor have an opinion, you were suppose to stay at home, be a housewife and submit to your husband. This still, propagates through out our lives in many countries in this world. Dance! This command obliges you to follow the flows of others, dance in line, and never deviate. And she, what if she said, "I will dance with my own flow", pressure, traditions, optics, suddenly flood her mind, providing pressure and she, wonders , should she give up and give in? or should she keep pushing setting an example for her daughter and the next generation of daughters. Dance! That moment she decides to keep pushing, she feels the world's pressures on her shoulder, and very quickly, she realizes as she begins to dance in her own flow, one other she gazes at her and thinks "I too, I like what she is doing, she is free, I too want my own rhythm" and this second she decides to also derail from the rhythm set by the command. And before these two she's know, they sync into two power forces, each with their independent rhythms yet in comraderies looking at one another, I like your unique rhythm, keep it up, I will support you. While the other she also mutually admires and both lift one another towards their own individual rhythms. These two rhythms, different, completely independent syncs in energy fueling an aura that all others notice, they are both unique, standing strong on their own, but also mutually supportive, this energy, invites others to disconnect from a dictated rhythm and dance on their own, one, two, ten, 10,000, and the whole world. This all started with two, two people who have the courage to act differently from the rhythm, influencing all others to open their eyes. Step back, and you find 100 she, dancing to very different rhythms, all creating a new waves of beautiful, invigorating symphony. The synchronization is no longer what you see from the outside, it is the energy from within, each comforting one another in pushing their own interests, leading executive roles, leading new regulations, new roles in this brand new world they create together in harmony, filled with vulnerability and transparency and collaboration. 

Chapter 5 - The pebble 

Chapter 6 - Explosion 

Final Chapter 7 - Rain 

-- The concept of Fuel is to speak about my own stories in time, giving clear insight, and keeping the subject as neutral as possible to mkae it universally relatable rather than making it person. Also be mindful that this is a place where the story has not ended, it is on going. I describe feelings from the age of 16.